Ouch....

i 'm hurt....i dunno how to discribe my feeling the pain from my heart u guys never know
it is " OUCHNESS" how ever now she is other's gal i erally hop tat she can b very very happy...
n i'm gald tat she finally talk wit me before tat i felt tat i'm very useless n hopeless!! when the
1st time she came back 2 kk i should try 2 get her back but i din do it i really really felt stupid
when the tat time but it pass now....i regret of everything a sentance really gud 4 us "when u
hv ur belove u wont know her/he well after berak wit him/her then only u regret" i hope those
my fren n who view my blog tat hv belove don easily let them go after tat u guys really really
will regret....why i'm yalking all this ???? me myself also dunno......i hope u guys will understand
me

"18"

sorry guys....now a days i was very very busy..i don hv time 2 on9 hope u guys can 4give me hehe!!!!em....where should i start???ok start from here...this few week i was busying wit my thingsss haizzz.....so annoying n i seldom on9 cos i don hv the lan cable well let me find my own place n i'll apply the lan cable..on tat tim e i'll b keep disturb u guys haha....hmmmmm!!! u guys must b very excited tat y i put my post title "18 " is a very long story 2 let u guys know
but actually it is a very meaningfull number 4 me i wish 2 tell her tat how much i need her n miss her.....u guys dunno how i feel now really really suffer i wish 2 see her but i can't i wish 2 do things 4 her but i can't...cos i don wan 2 see her cry anymore n unhappy.....wat can i do?
can some one pls tell me wat should i do ???the only thing tat i can do is pray....pray 4 everything
how he can help me!!!!so sorry guys i should not tell u all this but i can't find some one 2 talk wit tat's i choose here n write everything in here cos here just like my dairy....actually she make me grow mature a lot......em i think i gonna stop here i'll write more next time....=)