Really PIAN!!!

Now is 4.30 p.m i din slp 4 the whole day til now....GENG! looks like very proud...this is crazy n is tired.wat can i do?nth much...aihh!! Jeremy ah Jeremyyyyy.......actually every nite i'll like tis mayb is bcos of her...i try 2 say everything when we r still 2gether but i dunno how 2 tell her tat i really need her.I try 2 do everything the best 4 her i try everything is everythinggggg.......some time i really hate myself when i can't tell her my feeling mayb is bcos i love her 2 much i care her feeling more then mine tat's why i don wan let her feel bad or hurt when i tell her..."wo ling yuan wo zhi ji toung dou bu yuan yi rang ta toung" mayb i'm wrong...i'm using the wrong way 2 treat her, 2 make her feel happy i'm wrong i'm really wrong........i din't blame her. At of this is all my fault,i'm not a gud boyfriend.





I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes, It’s something more than saying "I miss you" But separation brings you never let me know it, you never let it show because, you loved me and obviously there’s so much more left to say....i know is very hard 4 "U"2 talk wit me but i really wan 2 tell u everything....as a prisonal b4 they punish as a death panelty they also hv their last wish...i remember tat she told me b4..This year she hv a wish,her wish is she wan 2 b wit me always n want 2 b a gud girlfriend....i'n very very very happy when i heard tat until now i still remember tat....

I never knew I could hurt like this n everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" "I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
2 day 29th of may......i found tat she ahd deleted over sweet memories photo..at this moment i feel very paiiiinnn.......is hard 2 breathe. Actually last nite i had call 2 her uk house but i guess tat she had cut the phone line....so truthly de i really miss her..T_T

Wat HAPPEN!!

Wat happen 2 me...?why i din slp 4 the whole day?wat wrong wit me?i can't always like this but wat should i do?how 2 make me don like this?last sunday feel even more bad...i cal some1 wit unsuitable time..feel so bad on tat time i really hope tat it wont be like tat..why no1 can help me wit this...GOD pls help me!!!Just help me up wit everyrthing "hao mah?" just now i just hv a test i 4gotten ady but luckly everytime when in the lecture i had done my work so i think i can pass the test "GUA"haizzz don care so much ner catch up wit u guys next time cos i'm really tired i need 2 slp a while....

Haizz....blog had been SPAM!!!!!

This few days my blog had been spam.....so chah aihh...make me feel bad n can't doing anythg n dunno who should i talk wit...this few days i'm very tired but i can't even close my eyes everynite i'm so suffer...but the next day i still hv class i really dunno wat should i do.....so so so i dunno how i gonna tell u all my feeling

Saddd!!!!!

今天的我到底这么了? 我也不知道....我该怎么办??我真的不知怎么办...好难过...好难过...
爱你 不需要原因 只要有一颗真心 分隔两地 也可以传给你 爱你 不会有距离 只要你在我心里
随时随地 我也可以感觉得到你. 如果爱上就不要轻易放过机会.

The 1st day blogging......

Hey guys...this is my 1st day tat i start my blog here i'll tell u al my thing tat in my life n everythg tat i wan 2 share wit u guys..actually 2day i'm kinda sad n feel suffer...as u al knw a things 4 a guys 2 worry is money n love relationship....ofcours money 4 me is dtil ok....actually i'm still studying la....aihhhh Jeremy ah Jeremy ah........why everytime also like tat when u take out evreythg it is no work at allll........2day i din slp 4 the whole day i was so suffer at nite...i can't even close my eyes my mind full of her i really reallyyyyyyy....miss her!!!!i wan 2 say 2 her but i scare her feel bad my heart now really very veryy.......dunno how 2 say the feeling really suffer....