Now is 4.30 p.m i din slp 4 the whole day til now....GENG! looks like very proud...this is crazy n is tired.wat can i do?nth much...aihh!! Jeremy ah Jeremyyyyy.......actually every nite i'll like tis mayb is bcos of her...i try 2 say everything when we r still 2gether but i dunno how 2 tell her tat i really need her.I try 2 do everything the best 4 her i try everything is everythinggggg.......some time i really hate myself when i can't tell her my feeling mayb is bcos i love her 2 much i care her feeling more then mine tat's why i don wan let her feel bad or hurt when i tell her..."wo ling yuan wo zhi ji toung dou bu yuan yi rang ta toung" mayb i'm wrong...i'm using the wrong way 2 treat her, 2 make her feel happy i'm wrong i'm really wrong........i din't blame her. At of this is all my fault,i'm not a gud boyfriend.
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes, It’s something more than saying "I miss you" But separation brings you never let me know it, you never let it show because, you loved me and obviously there’s so much more left to say....i know is very hard 4 "U"2 talk wit me but i really wan 2 tell u everything....as a prisonal b4 they punish as a death panelty they also hv their last wish...i remember tat she told me b4..This year she hv a wish,her wish is she wan 2 b wit me always n want 2 b a gud girlfriend....i'n very very very happy when i heard tat until now i still remember tat....
I never knew I could hurt like this n everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" "I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
2 day 29th of may......i found tat she ahd deleted over sweet memories photo..at this moment i feel very paiiiinnn.......is hard 2 breathe. Actually last nite i had call 2 her uk house but i guess tat she had cut the phone line....so truthly de i really miss her..T_T
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