Really TIRED!!!!!!!

Is almost 5 p.m here..why am i still a wake ner???me...myself also dunno wat is going on
really hv no time 2 chat wit u guys cos this few month really really busy.....busy about my
furture study...i'll b going 2 uk 2 hv my furture study...as u guys know i'm hving another
subject when i was doing my a-lvl. Is my " QS " haizzz now is half where i still hv half more month 2 finsh this subject...i'm really complicated i wish 2 talk 2 her..i wish 2 talk wit some1
tat understand wat is going on wit me here....
some time really hate myself, why can't i make my own choice all of this is my dad wan me 2
do like this...as special going 2 uk....haizzz i had make some1 wont trust me anymore
but i'm really wan her 2 know tat " yes i might b lies on u,fool on u, but i never cheat on u"
hope she know wat is my meaning n try 2 think deeper....wat am i talking about here..???
Haizz wat ever.....everybody ask me not 2 let go so easily...but i wanna ask them wat can i do?
i miss her...i really miss her but wat can i do guysssss???
nothing much i can do.i just can put those memories in my mind n my heart....really deep by the way...sry guys can't hv fun wit u guys anymore i need 2 go uk for 4 years..
anyway gud nite guysss after i had wrote this i few better now i can slp.....slp THIGH guys!!!